I am me.

ARGH

ITS WEEK 2 AND IM SO. 

FUCKING. STRESSED.

DAMN YOU STATS& PHYSICS & BIO & BIOWRITING, AND ALL YOUR RESPECTIVE HOMEWORK WITH DEADLINSE. DAMN YOU.

sometimes I think the educational system is so flawed. But then that leads back to us as students with flaws.

Assigning us 83209850 problems of material not covered in class on masteringphysics will lead to us copying and pasting from yahoo answers. what do we learn? Absolutely nothing.

other than that it’s just my procrastination. Again.

Fuck when will I ever learn.

Seriously need a study buddy.

Every night

• 9pm: I'm going to bed now
• 10pm: I'm going to bed now
• 11pm: I'm going to bed now
• 12am: I'm going to bed now
• 1am: I'm going to bed now
• 2am: I'm going to bed now
• 3am: FUCK
• ....story.of.my.life.

After A While

“After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren’t contracts
and presents aren’t promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow’s ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn…”

-Veronica A. Shoffstall

@ the science library.

Time for my academic redemption (as Jason would say)!
Pwning biochem is not an option; it’s a must.!!!

With love,

San Francisco, a fun city, really.!! It’s funny because we all took so many pictures, although we have each been there countless times, but each time forming new memories& exploring new places. I for one had never been to the Twin Peaks that overlooks the entire city, nor the Asian neighborhood where you can fill your own boba& milk tea !! & the company was AMAZING! Special thanks to Vincent & Evonne for the generous rides to places, too! :D

time to pack my life away in luggage and a few boxes and prepare for another chapter of life. college is passing by too damn fast and i want every decision i make to be purposeful, every step i take to be forward so that when graduation comes, i’ll be readdddddy to contribute to society no matter how big or small the scale.

Also got to:

[ ] get a car for convenience

[ ] look for job / internship

I’m So Tired.